Monday, February 16, 2009

Fun is tough. Tough is fun.

Sometimes the feeling of self-pity strikes on me, no I dont wallow in it. But I sit here through the day jobless, futureless and only dreaming my life could be better.

But a good life is what you need to work hard to archieve, the society doesnt reward those who just sit around feeling sorry about themselves. I was often asked why did't I go to college to get a "degree". Growing up I always thought that piece of "paper" will be my free pass to be on the big stage. Yes its true, unless I was accepted into Ivey League.

It is easy to feel defeated. It is not uncommon to be blue, depressed, down trodden, failure is not rare. Hurt and heart ache comes along with the territory of life, and learning to live takes a life time they say.

The young and wise will still be regarded as naive and inexperienced. thats how the society measure your wisdom. It is brutally ageist, its sexist and its dying. This is not love for each other. This is not a global community. Community means sharing a commonality. Unity is in community.

I'm shameless but Im still hopelessly hopeful, I walk on... in fear and faith. Its not enough to have nightmares in sleep.

Welcome to my world.


Random pic from Taipei- dont even know what it is called. :S

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